You Know Who
And he called to Moshe, and Hashem spoke to him […] (1:1).
There is an enigmatic Midrash Rabbah on this possuk: “From this verse we see that any talmid chacham that doesn’t have da’as (knowledge) is worse than a dead animal carcass. We learn this from Moshe, who was the paradigm of wisdom and prophecy, took Bnei Yisroel out of Egypt, performed many miracles in Egypt and Yam Suf, ascended to heaven and brought down the Torah, and constructed the Mishkan. [Even with all these impressive accomplishments] Moshe refrained from entering the holy Mishkan until Hashem called to him” (Vayikra Rabbah 1:15).
What does Moshe’s modesty have to do with a talmid chacham who doesn’t have da’as? In fact, the listing of Moshe Rabbenu’s accomplishments may actually serve to disprove the Midrash’s point. After all, perhaps Moshe’s vaunted resume required him to have a level of da’as that a “normal” talmid chacham would not routinely require. So, why do we compare an ordinary talmid chacham to Moshe? It seems rather unfair.
In order to understand this difficult Midrash we must first properly define the term da’as. We first find the word da’as used in the Torah by the Eitz Hada’as (Tree of Knowledge), about which Hashem explains to Adam that its fruits are forbidden to him (Bereishis 2:17). Fascinatingly, the Torah says regarding the creation of man and woman, that although they were both naked they were not ashamed (2:25). Yet, once Adam and Chava sinned by eating from the Tree of Knowledge, the Torah says, “Their eyes were opened and they ‘knew’ they were naked” (3:7).
We see from here that da’as refers to an understanding of oneself, a self-knowledge as it were. As Rashi (ad loc) explains, they became intellectually aware. True da’as is a real understanding of yourself and who you are. Once a person achieves this self-knowledge he can then relate to others in a objective manner. That is, a person no longer defines himself by how others see him; he has a healthy self-definition. Therefore, all his interactions with others will be pure and impartial because he isn’t concerned about his image and what others think of him.
This objectivity allows him to connect with others in a very pure form that is not clouded by the superficiality of image consciousness and the related complications of emotional insecurity. In other words, his interactions with the world around him aren’t about him. This actually is what the snake said to Chava, “Your eyes will open and you will become God-like […]” (3:5). The snake was explaining that self-knowledge gives one an understanding of their potential. Man has the potential to create, and in this way man is God-like.
The Midrash is telling us that Moshe Rabbeinu, with the most incredible accomplishments ever achieved, never lost sight of who he was. His modesty was a reflection of his internal self-knowledge that his accomplishments were a fulfillment of his enormous potential, not that it conferred upon him any special privileges. This is why he was chosen as the transmitter of Hashem’s Torah – he was able to act as a crystal clear lens for what Hashem wished to convey. Thus, the Jewish people were able to receive the Torah in its purest form, as Moshe never made it about himself.
Often, even accomplished talmidei chachamim become delusional that their achievements somehow make them better than others. In fact, many religious people see themselves as having a higher standing than others, and this sometimes causes them to create their own morality of what is right and wrong. The Midrash is teaching us that we must have the self-knowledge of who we are and not take liberties. As the Midrash points out, even Moshe did not enter the Mishkan until Hashem called to him.
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